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[Aug. 16th, 2005|01:20 pm] |
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| |  bored | ] |
| [ | Listening to//Chatttin |
| | nothing | ] |
so its been a while.... well lets see. school starts on monday. it should be good. i'm just goin to ppcc and only have 4 classes so it should be chill. i still need to buy my books tho and those shits arent the cheepest haha but whateva. i guess thats what graduation money is for :-P oh i started working finally yesturday. just training but it should be tight when it opens. so i'm excited for that since i havent had a job all fucking summer ha i'm just a bum ass i guess...
i went up and baby sat paige this weekend. i loved it. shes soooo big now its nuts. shes so fuckin cute tho. i love her. shes the shit haha... hmmmmm....
schylars in a band and doing way good. they have a demo already and have been playing quite afew shows over the summer. he has one tomorrow night at the darkside and one up in denver in a couple of weeks. i'm so proud of him :-)
and i think thats about it. just was bored and thought i would write in this shit since i havent in so long.... peace!
~KODA~ |
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[Feb. 1st, 2005|06:09 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  working | ] |
| [ | Listening to//Chatttin |
| | sky and people playing and singing.. screaming | ] |
So its been awhile.. once again. fuck the computer. i'm just on it at skys doin some homework and listneing to him and his band practice. its soundin pretty good. so anywho...
Paige turned a whole year old on saturday. i was supposed to see her on sunday for her birthday but the fuckin god damn snow... so once again i was dissapointed and didnt get to see her. but hopefully this sunday cuz i miss her so much you couldnt even imagine. but if i'm shit on again i'm gonna be pissed and kill a motha fucka. haha yeah...
nothin else new goin on. still working at lame little ceasars. well not too lame. its alright. at one point i was wanting to look for a new job but i havent bveen trying very hard... which is really telling me i dont hate it as much as i did. lol cuz it is pretty tight there. so i'[ve decided i'll start looking when i have more then half the money i need saved up so i can peace outta house at the end of the school year. Sky, Mike and Christine are all workin on it too so we're all be OUT! ahahah word
and thats about it. fuck this. i'm going to watch my baby play some drums ha |
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| its been a while.... a loong while |
[Oct. 6th, 2004|09:34 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| | bummed | ] |
| [ | Listening to//Chatttin |
| | the used | ] |
wow so i havent written in a long fuckin time. my computer sucks ass so i dont get on much anymore. so lets see... well i finally got a fuckin job! yessss and the best part is i'm gonna be workin with my 2 best friends heh my schylar and mike. so that is the shit for sure. we're gonna start soon, at little ceasers. hell yeah. we start training 2 days before it opens and they open around the 14 i guess. so thats exciting. heh hmmmm but thats pretty much it. schylars leaving for the weekend which sucks cuz my parents are fuckin gay and wouldnt let me go with him and his mom and sis so i'm way pissed. i wanted to go way bad. and i'm gonna miss him... ummm and i'm already bored being on here soooo i'm out. and i love u schylar!
~KODA~ |
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| got to see my baby! |
[Sep. 12th, 2004|08:51 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  thankful | ] |
| [ | Listening to//Chatttin |
| | new senses fail! <3 | ] |
I went to see Paige today. it was fucking aweosme. Schylar, Mike, Christine and baby T (haha Taryn) went with me. it was tight. Shes sooo big!! omg shes such a big baby. expecially compared to taryn. but they were sooo cute hehe. and holf jeez she look soooo much like phil its nuts. and sux at the same time lol we were calling her like 'little phil' and shit. its serisouly creepy. so he cant fucking deny that shit anymore! shes his damnit!!! lol she looks like a little boy kinda ha cuz her hair is still short but shes FUCKING cute. and i had alotta fun going with schylar mike and christine. we all walked around, me pushing paige in her stroller and christine with taryn.. damn it was tiiiight. ha ok buuut i think i'm done.. i'm way bored so did this bull shit......
Using names of bands, spell out your name
Daughters
A Thorn For Every Heart
Korn (GAY)
sOmthing Corporate (couldnt think of one)
Taking Back Sunday
Atmosphere
Hawthorne Heights
2) Have you ever had a song written about you? yeeesss :D
3) What song makes you cry? uhhh not gonna name ha
4) What song makes you happy? ALOT of songs... music in general makes me happy
a b o u t . y o u
[ full name ] Dakotah
[ birthdate ] 12/02/86 bitches
[ location ] Colorado Springs, CO
[ sexual preference ] guys
[ height ] 5'7" maybe.. somewhere around there
[weight]ummm like 250 - 300 hahaha
[ hair color ] natually a dirty blond
[ hair type ] type? long i guess??
[ skin color ] white
[ eye color ] green
[ piercings ] 12 bitches... but all on my ears lol yeah i suck
[tattoos ] None yet
m u s i c
[ do you play any instruments? ] bass but dont play it as much as i used to :-(
[ favorite genres of music ] um punk/pop rock, hardcore, emo scremo kinda shit i guess heh
[ favorite bands ] way too many to name but some are senses fail, hawthorn heights, matchbook romance, taking back sunday and sooo many more. to lazy to keep typing
[ do you go to concerts and/or shows? ] of course
[ what is the most you've ever spent on a concert/show? ] um prolly around 50 :-/
[ what is the least you've ever spent? ] free
[ do you think buying merch at a concert then wearing it there is corny? ] i dont really care
[ do you listen to any bands that you'd be ashamed to admit to listening to? ] nah
[ pants youre wearing? ] some pajama pants
[ shirt youre wearing? ] just a shirt ha
[ underwear? ] pink
[ music listening to? ] the new Senses Fail bitches! thanks schylar!
[ taste in your mouth? ] nothing
[ how are you? ] bored. thats why i'm doing this bull shit
[ tired? ] yeah
[ happy? ] eh
[ depressed? ] nah
l o v e
[ boyfriend? ] yes the best
[ girlfriend? ] No
[ sexuality? ] Straight
[ are you a virgin ] of course i am! hahahahahaha Paige just kinda happend.. ya know? lol ;-)
[ children? ] yes!! and proud of it! my baby Paige!
[ current crush? ] schylar.. duh
[ been in love? ] :-)
[ do you believe theres a difference between "love" and "in love"? ] yes i do
[ is it better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all? ] umm i dont really know. i suppose yes
[ are you romantic? ] dont really know
[ had a hard time getting over someone? ] oh yes
[ been hurt? ] every time
[ cheated? ] yeah and that was some BULL SHIT
[ your greatest regret? ] um dont really know. i could think of some
[ turn offs ] stupid people
[ favorite place to be touched ] i have my places ha
[ what song describes you now? ] i dunno theres afew
r a n d o m
[ do you have a job ] no i suck
[ your cd player has in it right now ] senses fail - let it enfold you
[if you were a crayon what color would you be ] black or glitter
[do you use internet shorthand (i.e. 'lol', 'brb', 'jk')? ] yeah cuz i'm to lazy to type it out
[ are you a people-pleaser ] i dunno
k and i'm out |
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| this sucks |
[Sep. 6th, 2004|10:32 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| | sad and worried | ] |
| [ | Listening to//Chatttin |
| | taking back sunday <3 | ] |
so tomorrow could be the last day... i dont know. i just know it sucks. way bad. i dunno what i'm gonna do. hes my everything.. the reason i want to wake up and go to school everyday. and now i wont have that for a while. i'm going to miss him soo much. but.. i'm more worried about him. i know him and i know how hes gonna be. and that scares me. i'm just hoping soooo so much that he wont have to go. and the worst will be 2 weeks. but who knows. all we can do is HOPE. but one more day... that bumms me out so bad. but i know one thing and that i will wait... Schylar, u know i care about u with all my heart and i will do anything for u. and please dont worry about me because i'm more worried about u. i love u soo much and nothing will change that. this will only make us stronger <3
i HAVE to go to taking back sunday, fall out boy, matchbook romance and a thorn for every heart. thats gonna be the BEST show ever. holly shit. its on a tusday so i asked my mom if i have good grades i can go haha she said she'll think about it since its on a damn school night. but i serisouly wanna go soooo fucking bad. like whoa.
oh and Hero is a gay movie. dont see it. its all in japanese or whatever and u have to read the little subscrips bull shit THE WHOLE MOVIE. its way gay. i was pissed. and Wicker Park is a good movie. Josh Hartnett is way hott too hahaha word. |
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[Aug. 25th, 2004|09:15 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| | creative | ] |
| [ | Listening to//Chatttin |
| | chronic future | ] |
[..This is so real its amazing..]
<3 <3 <3 <3 |
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[Aug. 24th, 2004|09:45 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  tired and goin to bed | ] |
| [ | Listening to//Chatttin |
| | the starting line- nothing gonna stop us now <3 | ] |
so far school seems like its gonna be pretty tight. classes are gonna be pretty easy. except for one class, english. but the rest eaisier then the last years. so that parts alright. and getting to keep hanging out with schylar mike and kael, and now erik, everyday is fuckin tight. only thing missin is christine and justin. but i still get to see them at times so it works out. so yeah so far so good i guess i can say lol
when it comes to schylar i'm speachless. i dont even know how to explain what i'm feeling anymore. hes the best thing that has happend to me in a looong time. i wish i could spend every minute with him. it amazing how i can feel like this when i never thought i would be even close to this. and when i think that he could leave for a while brakes me heart. i cant stop thinking about it. i dunno why. i know its not forever and it could be longer but when i hate not even getting to see him for a day i dunno how i'm gonna last 30. expecailly when i wont get to talk to him often, if at all, either. just being with him or being able to talk to him makes every little thing disapear. and when i know i wont have that i dont know what i'm gonna do.. but actually i'm more worried about him then me. way more worried. because i care about him and i know him and i know how hes gonna be. schylar, i just want u to know that i love u and if u do go dont worry about me cuz i'm not. i'm worried about u. cuz i know how and who u are. i care about u sooo much!! and all we can do is HOPE <3
~KODA~
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[Aug. 18th, 2004|09:15 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | Listening to//Chatttin |
| | boys night out | ] |
so damn... summers over. school tomorrow. that sux. not so much the school part. but the summer being over. it went by fast but felt long... i dunno it was weird. but i had a over all pretty good summer. so i'm not complanin'. didnt end it off very well last night or today. but thats kool. nothin i really coulda done about that. and tomorrow.. the first day of my senior year. thats krraaazzy. and scary.. only cuz i dunno what the fuck i'm gonna do after. that sux. o well hopefully i'll figure it out... soon. but goin back tomorrow should be alright. not to excited to see people tho. cuz the people i wanna see i would of seen over the summer. even if it was once. it'll still be good to see those people i didnt see as much as i saw other people... then we have the going to class part. that sux. i already know i'm not gonna be goin to all my classes hahaha schylar, mike and I will be goin to christines around lunch and chill with her and the baby for a bit. so yeah i dunno its gonna be alright untill the school work part. lol
reeeeally dont wanna wake up early tomorrow. i'll be losing like 6 hours of sleep hahaha damn thats sad. since i usally sleep till 10 or 11. ha oooo well. so i guess i'm off to bed....... hahahaha no not really. its only 9 30. i'll just regret it tomorrow
~KODA~
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| 3 more days... |
[Aug. 15th, 2004|11:50 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  blank | ] |
| [ | Listening to//Chatttin |
| | hawthorne heights | ] |
3 more days till school!! ahhhh
that fuckin sucks... but in away i'm kinda gald. its better then bein grounded, and since i'm gonna be grounded for those last 3 days of summer, school will be alright. heh who knows
today was pretty good. got to see christine and schylar and brock even tho i'm grounded. i'm glad i got to see christine. i missed her heh and then my mom let schylar come over most the day so that was tight. i think her and my dad understand, kinda, about me seein him lol so that works out. then tomorrow i'll be able to chill with them a lil. and then tusday and wednesday my parents are at work so i'll prolly hang out with them then too haha so yeah its kool heh
over all this summer was awesome. i didnt do much but hangin out with everone was tight. i dunno why. it just made everything better. i had fun being with everyone and being with schylar was the best part. but becoming better friends with mike, justin, keal, and def. chrisitne was awesome. so i'm happy with how my summer went. didnt see some people as much as i wanted... expecially u ang! but what can u do now?? but i love u ang!!! so yeah things deffenitly worked out.
~KOD~
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[Aug. 11th, 2004|11:19 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  depressed is the word i guess? | ] |
| [ | Listening to//Chatttin |
| | 3 days grace on tv heh wooord ang! | ] |
so today was not the best day... by far not the best day. shit is starting all over. i lost my parents trust again. got cought sneaking out. they were saying how i dont understand when its them who dont have a clue. they just dont get that i do it because they treat me like i'm 12. i'm almost fuckin 18. so i go and do stuff behind their backs. and then what do they do... ground me. ground me from the only things that have made me forget all the bull shit and just have fun. and from the one thing that keeps me happiest. and now i dont even have that. and they think grounding me is gonna teach me my lession... in a way it does. but it almost makes me do more shit behind their backs. they dont understand thats how everything all started. they brought up me getting pregnant and how i fucked up again. i know i did. but they fuckin rub it in my face and make it even worse. all they told me to day when they talked/bitched and yelled at me, well all i heard was, "blah blah blah YOUR A BIG FUCK UP blllaaaah" like a million times. how is that suppose to do anything to me but make me feel like total shit... but then again i dont blame them cuz it is all my fault. and i am/have delt with the concequeses of what i did/done. so now i've decided that i'm going to prove them worng and do everything they think i cant. so i'm not just the big fuck up. i dont know how but i'm going to try then when i do i'm gonna rub it in their face... right now i regret not speaking my mind. i'm never good at that. when they were yelling at me for that 30 min i just sat there and staired and let them say that shit to me when i knew what to say back. but i didnt. i can never do that shit and i hate it. i keep everything inside. o well. it doesnt even matter anymore. |
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[Aug. 4th, 2004|10:10 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| | tired as FUCK | ] |
| [ | Listening to//Chatttin |
| | zebrahead <3 | ] |
so i havent writtin in a while. i havent had much to write about. nothin to new. just bein hangin out with my buddies like everyother day. i'm not sayin its a bad thing. deffenitly not. but thats all i've been up to. christine and the baby and schylar stayed the night last night. good times. good times... oh and i NEED my fuckin license. soon hopefully
schylar and i are gooood. couldnt be any better. couldnt be any happier. we ran in to something that wasnt too good. but only made us closer in the end. i care about him sooo much. and nothings gonna change that. nothing. and deffenitly not someone. hes my everything and i'm not going to lose him
~Koda~
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[Jul. 29th, 2004|10:14 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  <~~~ yeeaaah | ] |
| [ | Listening to//Chatttin |
| | taking back sunday wooo | ] |
PAIGE IS 6 MONTHS OLD TODAY!!
yeah so my baby's 6 months old. hehe thats awesome. doesnt seem like its been that long at all.. half a year. damn thats krazy... |
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[Jul. 25th, 2004|02:25 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  calm | ] |
| [ | Listening to//Chatttin |
| | montys.fan.club | ] |
so i havent written in a while...nothin to much has been goin on. just been hangin out with the best people in the world lol doin what we always do. hmm lets see....
WARPED TOUR was the s-h-i-t. yeeaaah buddy. ha i got to see Thursday, Yellowcard, The Early November, New Found Glory, Atmosphere, Taking Back Sunday, Coheed and Cambria, and some of Senses Fail.. missed most of them. i was PISSED. but i've seen them before... and some of the Causulties. so it was the SHIT for sho haha woooo but i didnt get to see Rise Against and My Chemical Romance so that sucked pretty bad. but only 2 outta like 7 bands i saw i didnt get to see is pretty good. so next time i guess heh
ummm i've talked to phil a bit latly. talked to him on the phone for almost 2 hours the other night. just talkin. he wants to go see paige soo i'm gonna work some shit out. christine wants to go see her too and bring taryn and schylar wants to go sooo hopefully i will be doin that soon. thats gonna be tiiiight. and thats about it so i'm out |
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[Jul. 17th, 2004|07:02 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| | excited!! | ] |
| [ | Listening to//Chatttin |
| | armor for sleep <3 | ] |
tomorrow baby!!!!!
fuckin warped tour!! yeeeeaaaah buddy! LoL
Ang i'll deffenitly try to call u duting TBS fo sho! I miss u like kraaaaaazzyyy!! <3 |
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| counting down lol |
[Jul. 13th, 2004|02:52 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| | awake | ] |
| [ | Listening to//Chatttin |
| | armor for sleep. listen to it | ] |
5 more days!!!!!!
till warped tour!! yesssssss! |
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[Jul. 11th, 2004|09:54 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| | crappy | ] |
| [ | Listening to//Chatttin |
| | something corporate- runaway <3 | ] |
Christine got back friday. i was way fuckin excited. i'm so glad shes back. and i got to see my ang. that was awesome. it wasnt for too long but it was tight. i love u ang! i still havent see the baby yet. she got back today. so that sux i have to wait till tomorrow. i bet shes gonna be so big! heh
I got my fuckin warped tour ticket!!!!!!!!!!!! yesssssss SO fuckin exctied OMG. lol a week from today!!! yeeeaaaaah
today sucked like no other. didnt get to see anyone... yet. had to stay home a clean out the damn garage. how GAY is that. but i'm either gonna be leavin later tonight or schylars gonna come see me :o)
hmm yeah... things are goin pretty good. i love being with schylar so much. some things havent been goin so good... but yeah ya know.. hmm so yeah i'm out
~KODA~ |
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| Into the dark |
[Jul. 10th, 2004|12:23 am] |
| [ | Feeling |
| | excited | ] |
| [ | Listening to//Chatttin |
| | the juliana theory | ] |
Dad, your boy is about to fall.
He walks the razor's edge.
He's on the brink of fading out.
He's at his bitter end.
Dad, your boy he used to run, you taught him how to crawl.
He left home to find his own, now all he had is gone.
In your eyes I see a darkness that torments you
and in your head where it dwells.
I'd give you my hand if you'd reach out and grab it,
Lets walk away from this hell.
Mom, your baby's on his way.
He'll soon be at your side.
Cause he's forgotten all he's known.
A part of him has died.
Mom may never understand why baby's come and gone.
He left home to find his own, now all he has are lies.
In your eyes I see a darkness that torments you
and in your head where it dwells.
I'd give you my hand if you'd reach out and grab it,
Lets walk away from this hell.
In your eyes |
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[Jul. 6th, 2004|11:40 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| | bummed | ] |
| [ | Listening to//Chatttin |
| | avril on tv hahahaha GAAAAAY | ] |
had an ok day. started off slow but then got better when i got to chill with everyone. always the best to hang out with them. always heh
schylar, i just wanted to tell u that i seriously care about u so much. i hate to see u how u were today. i'm gald i got to put a smile on ur face at times but i really hate seeing u like that. please try not to let it get to u, even tho u'll prolly say u cant. i care about u so that should be all that matters hehe ;o) i want u to be happy. if i could take all that away i would. i would take u from it so u never have to worry aboutit . u know i would if i could. and soon enough hopefully i will. but pllllleeeeaaaassssseee try not to think about it cuz i know ur gonna read this... just listen to that starting line song.. k?? or thrice or something corporate. hehe you know what i'm gettin at??.... hehe :o) and then think of the only thing that matters cuz i'll be doing the same....
<3
~koda~
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[Jul. 3rd, 2004|09:16 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | Listening to//Chatttin |
| | sugarcult | ] |
so i havent been on in a long time. i just got the interent back cuz we got the cable hook up so i didnt have it for like a week or 2. hmm so yeah lets see.....
School was alright. pretty fun. better then i thought. met a bunch of new people. got to hang out with tommy and matt every day. i love those kids. miss hanging out with them. got to chill with dylan and max in the mornings for a bit. miss them too. i used to hang out with them every once in a while when i was with tommy so its been a long while... my classes were ok. met some kool kids and had the koolest teacher for history. that was awesome. and there was a guy with the PRETTIEST eyes hahaha so that was tight. lol. so hopefully i did ok with the grades so i dont give my parents another reason to think i'm a big fuck up. ha but ooo well...
I've been hangin out with schylar, justin and mike like every day. i love hanging out with them so much. they are so awesome. they seriously are the koolest people to hang out with. they dont know how much they mean to me cuz they are the best friends i havent had in a long time and i've been so happy being with them. expecilly schylar. and damn i miss christine. still have a week till she gets back. damn. i wanna see her and her baby! christine is serisouly the best girlfriend. we are so alike. its awesome. heh she needs to get back. damn
I have been sooo happy latly. i love being with schylar. i'm so glad i found him. he is like my everything. he is the guys i've needed and all this time hes been right in frount of me. we have the best talks. he has a way with his words. he knows everything about me and i dont have to say a word. i love it. he makes me so happy. i was with him all day and we just sat and layed and talked. i wish i could stay and talk with him forever. or just stay with him forever. and i hope he reads this. schylar, serisouly i dont think u know how much u mean to me. i wish i could tell u but u know me, and how i'm the total opposite of u when it comes to me and saying whats on my mind. but i'm sure u already know. u mean so much to me and thank you :o) <3
so i'm grounded thats why i'm sittin here bored. but i'm out. way bored so i'm gonna go write or draw somethin. heh
~Koda~
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| just at Summer school |
[Jul. 1st, 2004|10:09 am] |
| [ | Feeling |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | Listening to//Chatttin |
| | fall out boy | ] |
hmm so i'm just sittin at school. ha gay. i havnt been on in sooo fucking long cuz we're gettin cabel internet today so i havent had the internet in like a week or 2. so yeah. i still have one more finial today then i get to go home at 12. woooo last day of school. finally.
oh my Paige is 5 months old yesterday. so thats kool. i saw her sunday. way fucking cute omg. shes gettin sooo big! i love her. it was fun. shes the prettiest and cutest baby heh :o)
havent been up to much. just school then hangin with schylar and justin and mike. way fun shit. i miss christine. shes been gone for so damn long. i've been talkin to her alot tho so thats kool. she'll be back next week tho. thats exciting. hmm and yeah i'm about to leave for a brake then off to history. woooo fun NOT! but theres a hot guy in there with the prittiest eyes EVER so thats kinda kool. and my teacher owns. haha so its kool i guess. sooo i'm out |
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[Jun. 15th, 2004|08:35 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | Listening to//Chatttin |
| | atmosphere- if i was santa clause (reminds me of sky) | ] |
Schools ok. still fuckin school so it SUCKS. but i get rides with tommy and matt so i see them during school. so thats fun. love those kids. meeting some kool kids. my art class is pretty fun. easy and makes it go by faster since its in the morning. then my history teacher fuckin owns. hes kool so its pretty good. buuut still school so GAY. lol 9 fuckin hours a day. wow. homo. ha
christine called me earlier. that was awesome. talked to her for a while then her cousin heh he sounds kool. way too gangster but sounds kool haha so that was awesome she called. didnt get to see schylar. seriosuly way fuckin bummed. thats the only thing that gets me through school is thinking i'll see him after. but today i didnt cuz they didnt have room in the car and he didnt call to come over soooo i dunno. so that sucked. but its kool. he needs to hang out with his friends with out me LoL so hopefully i'll see him tomorrow.
so gotta get up early AGAIN. tommy comes to get me at 6:30. waaaay early cuz then he has to get matt and school starts at 7:30. i usally woke around 6:30 for regular school and now thats what time i leave. FUCK THAT. oooo well. soon to be over... but not soon enough. i'm out
~KODA~ |
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[Jun. 13th, 2004|10:28 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| | crappy.. damn school tomorrow | ] |
| [ | Listening to//Chatttin |
| | thrice-Artist in the ambulance cuz of schylar <3 | ] |
I miss christine already. i'm bummed. i hope shes having fun tho... hung out with justin and schylar for a bit tonight. had to be home by 9 tho cuz i have school tomorro! yay fun! SIKE!!!!!!!!! its gonna blow. i'm not gonna be hanging out with them as much for the next 2 and a half weeks. its gonna suck. i'm gonna miss schylar. ahh i love being with him. he said he would come see me at school tho when i have lunch hahah wow how sad is that. its fuckin summer and i have school. damn i suck. hmm but matt and tommy are taking a class so i hope i see them. that'll be fun. i miss those kids.. i saw them about a week ago but its been too long already haha sooo yeah i better get to bed hahaha cuz i have school tomorrow early! hahahahaha nah i'm gonna go draw first. Oh! i'm takin an art class so thats actually gonna be kinda fun. i hope. but i like art so it should be. or i'm gonna be pissed! but yeah i'm out
so with this kiss i promise to
never forget what you did for me
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[Jun. 12th, 2004|12:38 pm] |
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| | just the tv | ] |
Camping was fun. Loved being with everyone. it was grand. Christine leaves tomorrow morning for a month. thatt fucking sux. i'm gonna miss her. damn.
i had the BEST talk with Schylar. Left me in tears. I love talking with him. he said everything that was on his mind and it was everything i could relate to. it was amazing. and he knew so much about me and i didnt even have to say a word. wow. serisouly left me in tears. i didnt know what to say. i was speachless. then there was so much i wanted to say but couldnt. i'm so bad at saying whats on my mind and i dont know why. i know i can talk to him but i guess when it comes to it i dont know what to say or how to say it. but i'm so glad he talked to me. he said he could tell how much happier i've been ever since i've been hanging out with them. i dont know how but thats awesome he could tell. i'm so glad i have him right now or i would still be where i was.
so this week was my last week of freedom for a while. i start damn summer school on monday for 2 damn weeks so that blows. i wont be seein everyone too much. thats gonna suck. but at least its only 2 weeks. i hope it goes by fast but i know it prolly wont. o well. so thats about it for now
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[Jun. 9th, 2004|09:39 pm] |
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damn... i'm serisouly so happy with everything... well no, not everything. but this is the happiest i've been in a fuckin LONG ass time. i love hanging out with everyone. Christine has become serisouly one of my really good friends. we're so much a like its awesome. she the girl friend i;'ve never had, i guess i could say haha. schylar justin and mike are the koolest guy friends i could have. i love 'em. i just love hanging out with all of them. its been way fucking good. and with schylar... damn i love it. hehe :o)
Going fucking camping tomorrow!! with everyone. all day tomorrow early and all day friday. i'm so fucking excited u have idea. i can finially get outta my house for a night. the second time this summer and the second time in serisouly like 8 months haha prolly even more. i'm way excited. its gonna be grand haha yeah sooooooo thats all for now
~Koda~
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[Jun. 9th, 2004|12:19 am] |
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| | happy | ] |
| [ | Listening to//Chatttin |
| | watchin How High hahaha yes | ] |
today was good.. of course. everythings been going really good. i love it. damn.. christine and i walked sooooooooo damn far today holy shit. we walked from her house all the fuckin way to cotton wood. so damn far. 2 hours of walkin haha it was pretty fun tho. and got a nice work out lol. it was fun. then met up with everyone. I love being with schylar. he makes me so damn happy. heh i love it. alot.
saw my ang for a lil bit. that was awesome. i miss u dude! glad i got to see u tho. next time we're hangin out longer. i could of tonight but my parents SUCK! but i'm glad i saw u!
~Koda~
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